
I am a mother of three sons. This last March I lost my first born. He was 28 years old. His death was not violent like your sons. I am so sorry that he has left you & in such a way. My son went to sleep and never woke up. He left behind to beautiful boys. Iziah (9 years old) & Trenton (2-1/2 years old). Unlike yourself I have two other sons, but I think our pain is still the same. For the first four years of Uriah's life it was just him & me. I had him at the age of nineteen. I met my husband when he was four years old & then we had his brothers Terry (24) & Christopher (19). My life has never been easy, even in my childhood, so I keep wondering how much more of the life I can take. This will be the first Thanksgiving & Christmas without my Uriah in 29 years. Uriah never has and easy life also due to different things in life. I can't stop crying. Thank God for work that makes me get up everyday and move. I seem to have to be busy to keep moving on. You have a beautiful site & I want to say thank you for sharing it. I guess it will always hurt.
Feeling your pain,
Barb Fridley